The Irony

Wanna know something ironic?

I drove my friends car the other day...





And I...


Didn't crash it =P


But then.......


When I passed the car back to him...


He knocked into another car ><"


Ironic right??

Anyways, back to assignments...

I am...

Tired
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Exhausted
Drained

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Down
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SHOCKED!!!!!!!!


Has it already been 15 weeks since the last holiday?
Has it already been 17 weeks since the last finals?
Has it already been 25 weeks since the beginning of college?

Unlike the first semester, this semester has gone by in a blast...
Like really really fast...
It's going by so fast that sometimes I don't even know what day it is...
But at least I have absorbed most of my subjects...at least I'm not bad in any subjects, (not like calculus)

I was told that the second semester was suppose to be the hardest semester, but I think it's the easiest to date.  Well compared to the previous semester la...

It's not because things are simpler...I'm taking five subjects this semester O_O and all of them have a reputation of having failing students...it's actually really tougher...

I think it's because I'm used to the system now...
I'm used to waking up everyday at 6:30...
used to taking the bus...
used to that awful feeling the smell of KFC in the morning gives your stomach...
used to assignments and presentations...
used to shaking everytime I present...
used to being noisy in class...
used to lectures...
used to lecturers...
used to eating with friends...
used to eating alone :(
used to spending RM5 a day...
used to overspending sometimes ;p
used to 'ta pao'ing' food...
used to eating in DSA...
used to using this notebook during breaks...
used to wasting time playing ping pong in DSA...
used to talking and playing a fool...



Well in other words I'm used to college la =D

But I AM TIRED...
But I'll keep going on...
To Infinity and Beyond!
*sorry watched Toy Story 2 yesterday* ><


Volleyball later...weeee!!!

Gopeng

My second ever secular camp was great!!!

When I first heard that I kena'd the camp I was like -_____________-"
Then I saw it was Gopeng then I was a little happier...
I heard lots of good things about Gopeng and since I've already been to the Melaka camp...

Anyways here's what happened...

Day one...

The bus ride


I expected to have a noisy bus ride since it was filled with half the social sphere people--especially Klex--but then it was so quiet...

for the first half of the journey  =D

After that the life returned and we started talking.

Earth Camp

We saw our dorms, and I immediately thought: "When they thought about the dorms, did they think about mosquitoes?" Seriously there were spaces in the dorm that a monkey could climb in. 

And that was the worst part of the camp...

Day Two

Gua Tempurung

Visiting caves is not a new thing to me, but this cave experience was different.

This was my first time getting wet in a cave...

We had to slide down some parts of the cave and then swim through others...

The best part of the cave was the water was so calming and cold...I would not mind lying in the water for the whole day.

High Ropes

I am not afraid of heights...I'm afraid of falling from a great height.  That was what I overcame at the high ropes...I needed to trust the cowtails to hold my weight.  

It's easy to trust the cowtail when you are one foot from the ground, but we went 15 meters in the air...which was extremely scary... 

I was one of the last of my group to go so I cheered them all but then Xiao Wei asked me to shut up -__-"

I was giving you confidence okay...

Day Three

White River Rafting

no words can define the feeling of gliding on water...

But it was tiring...

Nothing much to say...

except it is a must at least once in your life...

Lori Rides

The best part of the whole camp was the Lori rides...

All the wind on your face...the branches to duck...and the fun talking...

It was a fun-filled camp...

cold but clean water...

Now I'm exhausted...

I fell sick and slept from 6pm until 6:30am

Not like some people who skipped class...I didn't!!

One good outcome from the camp...

The band is back!!!

But whether we are still going with No Credits is not decided...

Ain't I spooky =P

I should...

probably update about the Gopeng camp...

But I shan't cause there are too many things to talk about...

And I don't have the time since finals is on the way

And I also have two presentations to prepare

So I shall not update about the camp yet...

Emotions Unleashed

"I wonder if I ever cross your mind, to me it happens all the time..."

-Lady Antebellum-

Like the title suggests...this is gonna be a totally emo post, so those who don't wanna read emo stuff, SKIP THIS POST...

I wonder if you noticed me as much as I have...

I changed only because you told me to....did you notice???

I can still remember you telling me to stop wearing black shirts cos it made me look emo...and I listened to you.

Did you notice??

I stopped wearing black shirts whenever we were going to meet...I purposely wore colorful and bright shirts for your sake....

Did you notice??

If it was someone else that told me that I looked emo in black, I wouldn't have listened, but it was you who told me...so i did listen...

Did you notice??

Did you notice that I changed for you??

Did you notice that you make me smile??

Did you notice the way I act so awkwardly whenever you're around??

I wonder if you really ignore me or am I just imagining??

Is it just my imagination when I see you smile more when I'm around??

I just wish that I have more @@#$^%# guts!!!!

It's so embarrassing to think so much about telling you the truth when I can't even talk so deep with you.

If you know that I'm talking about you...if you still remember me...can you give me a sign??

I don't know what sign, but at least tell me by the way you act or speak....or even the way you sms me??

You can't hurt me anymore than I'm hurting myself thinking about you.

The worst you can do to me is make me realize that I have to move on...

So can you please help me??

I'm a shy guy..so can you please make the first move?? =)

Not by Me

Verse 1:
Let my words, speak what You say.
Let my actions, show them the way.
Lead me to new heights every day.
Then I will, in Your presence, stay.

Verse 2:
Let me reach out with Your love,
Let me reach out my hand and serve,
Let my faith never falter and curve,
Give me what I deserve.

Chorus:
It's not by my strength,
Not by my power,
Not on my own understanding,
Not by my might,
Not by my will,
But by Yours

Verse 3:
Make my life, be a testimony,
Make me be strong and speak with clarity
But remind me of Your mercy
For none of these is by me.

Bridge:
I know I can do all things
Through one alone
He died for you and me,
His mercy shown,
Jesus took all our sins,
Our pain he'd known,
He rose again,
And now he sits on the throne.

Jesus NEVER stops inspiring me to write...

Driving!!!

OOOOOoooohhhh...

Guess waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat???

Today I......

DROVE!!!!!!!!

Okay so it was an auto car but...

I drove!!...

My first time I ever really drove. 

And the best thing was...

I did it almost all on my own...

I also successfully did a vertical parking ON MY OWN!!!

Weeeee~~~~

Now back to reality.

I haven't finish my term paper yet -____-"

But I'm almost done!!!

After I finish my term paper,

there is still...

1. Proofreading seven articles for matr!cs.

2. Writing the Argumentative essay for Advance English

3. Psychology research paper.

Stress!!!

And today I barely played ping pong! =O

So I played volleyball instead.

volleyball volleyball

volleyball volleyball

volleyball volleyball

volleyball volleyball

volleyball volleyball

volleyball 

volleyball

I droooooveeeeeee....

Superbly proud of myself now...

 =D

Term Papering

I really regret not taking an easier topic =_______=

Must be an ego problem that made me choose the death penalty as a topic, when I could have so easily taken homeschooling.

Well now I have to pay the price and work hard....

On top of this, I have about six papers to proof read for matr!cs. SIGH!!!

But I think I'm just too distracted.

I think I would have it done now if I didn't have Facebook -__-"

Facebook seems to be a bigger problem than a tool for socializing.

If I do not finish my assignments by Monday, I'm going to deactivate my account...seriously.

But why am I blogging? Well, blogging is not a distraction.  I'm blogging now to process all the sources I'm reading.  I really would not want to be a judge after reading what I've read.  

The death penalty is an interesting topic but it's quite morbid and dull after reading enough.

Anyways...back to my term paper. =)