The end of the first sem

So my finals are finally over!! Now to enjoy the two weeks of holiday :)
Wanna hang out? Just ask me!!! :D

So the end of the first semester should a sign to reflect on how things have changed yet other things have stayed the same....

The biggest change this semester was the shift from foundation to degree.  The hours literally expanded twice.  The lectures were not the best but they were definitely not the worst.  I've come to enjoy learning psychology, but my path in the future is still kinda blurry....

The next change was shifting from IMpact to CUG.  When you get expired from a group you've been part of for six years, the change takes a toll.  I still want to disturb IMpact sometimes, but I know I have to grow up. But I'll definitely be back :)  Being in CUG is a change because now my meetings take place on a Friday night and I'm not really a night person.  More of a morning guy.  Well, I think I'm getting used to it.

The other change, yet constant thing, is friends. I've met a whole new bunch of awesome people yet kept in contact with the "old ones" ;)
Other change would be befriending 'you' :) (now I can close one chapter of my life, and start a whole new one)

changes will come and I welcome them, but the constant things are a reminder to smile :)

Bye first semester! You've been a blast!

The Man in the Middle

I'm the man in the middle,

Without a place to stand.

Between the spaces I fit in

I am "no man's land".

I am a friend to all

But only a brother to few

Who will help me when I fall?

Is there anyone left still?

I am a member of many classes

I am a friend of the masses

I am a company to the helpless

Yet who will help me against my stresses?

I am the man in the middle

The world loves me such,

But the closeness I desire...

Have I asked too much?

I am the man in the middle,

People love me when I'm there,

But if I'm nowhere to be seen,

Do they even care?

I am the man in the middle,

With no real cling to anyone,

Would you bother remembering me

When your time with me is done?

I have no real foothold

I am neither hot nor cold

I am a social mold

Will my story ever be told?

I am the man in the middle...

Life isn't looking so nice at the present...sigh

Do you see me the way I see you?

Well, before continuing, I hope to clarify that this is gonna be some sort of emo post so don't read if you don't want to hear it :)
You have been warned


As the title states, I wonder that question in my mind whenever I think about you.  Do you see me the way that I see you? I know you are shy...so am I by the way.  I really started being convinced when I was told that you have been staring at me (to be honest, I was doing the same to you :)  
But complications will tend to ruin things.  Life is that way.


No matter how many things you have in common, how many laughs you share together, complications will come.  There are sparks of hope yet signs of failure.  


Should I try, with the chance of failing, or stop trying and never know what could happen?


If you want time, I'll wait.  
The meaning of your name is so true...


The random sentences aside, I'm really happy that we share so much in common.  Down to the detail of tea preference.  :)


I shall be the tough guy now and let things play out.  I shall be bolder, and unless you tell me that we'll never be straight to my face, I won't back down.  


I wouldn't say I'm in love, but I know that you mean the world to me right now :)

Why do I think that...

...I'm the most awkward person around? 

...I'm the dumbest person in the room?

...the world is a mess?

...I'll never be the best?

...hard work is useless?

...it's pointless to continue trying?

...life is too short?

...all these problems could be solved but no one would try?

...man is a plague to the earth?

...it's pointless to love me since I'll fail You?

 ...I'll never be satisfied with my life?

...you will never see me the way I see you?

...that this brain of mine thinks a little too much?

Nothing said on top will make sense, unless you know me personally...of read this blog.

Well, life has been a little heavy on me recently. The biggest issue is the earthquakes in Japan. Read this and you'll understand why.  I fear it yet I know God is in control...

not knowing what will happen is the biggest fear in my life. 

One climatic moment of my life would be today.  I know you are taken, yet I can't help thinking that I have a chance.  I'm a fool.  

I guess that's all for now...today ended all my real lectures of the semester...looking forward to the next semester yet fearing the finals.