Thursday, June 23, 2011

To the person in front of me...

You are sitting opposite of me starring blankly at the screen.  You seem so focus on your work, and I seem to be distracted by you.


Haha...maybe that's what it's suppose to be.  I'll be the silent observer and we can be happy as friends :)


Sometimes I feel like God places little lessons to help me smile on this journey called life.  Little lessons of patience and hope.  


Eh...back to focusing on you ;)


It would be so awkward to find out that you actually read blogs.  I hope not.  I like to keep an air of mystery in this relationship :P 

The difference between extremism and passion is understanding.

The stressful week is almost over. The deadlines of assignments is coming to an end but I still have two more assignments to hand in Friday and Monday...it's not going to be a fun weekend.  

It's nice to see you happy
It's nice to see you smile
It's nice to hear your laughter
It brings me joy awhile
It brings me pain to see you hurt
He's not good for you; he's absurd!
If he's treating you wrong
If he's causing you pain for long
Tell me, I will be there
I won't let a minute spare.

Fiction is better than reality.  I just want to keep dreaming and maybe one day make it come true :)

For those that are helping me make my fiction a reality, thank you so much. 
For those that are making it super awkward, boo you! :D

Well, I believe my best move is to wait and do nothing. There is nothing I should do because I don't want a reason for a person to hate me even if he is my competition.  I don't want to cause a break-up and break-up with you if we ever get together.  I'm conflicted...I'm confused...I'm undecided...and that's why the smartest move to make at the moment is not to move.

If hope doesn't work I'll cope :)



Friday, June 17, 2011

When the going gets tough...

One would expect the second semester to be taken more seriously.  I for the matter thought that the second sem would be a breeze because it is a short sem and we are still year one.  The problem with it being so "breezy" is that you tend to neglect work until the very last minute.  This was my first time (in degree) completing my assignment a day before the hand in time.  Last sem I made sure that I was ready at least two days before submission.  Sigh...I'm neglecting my studies. I Would blame you, but who could? :)


So the semester is ending in two weeks time.  And next week is going to be a little stressful...I'm going to have to pack a lot of extra sleep into the weekend because I don't think I'll be getting much next week.  Well, here's why.


Monday - Well besides the fact that I'm going out, I think it's going to be my most relaxed time of the week.
Tuesday - psy106 class test.  
Wednesday - lls101 community service
Thursday - psy106 assignment due
Friday - mch101 assignment due
Saturday - a chance to breathe, and work hard
Sunday - Well, I have this "no work on a Sunday" policy going on
Monday - lls101 report due.


It's going to be a stressful week.  But I know I'm going to miss it when it finishes.  Oh and to top it off, I still have to convince people to vote for me as sports coordinator. I'm still not convinced that I can win, but I guess I have to depend on my friends to support me and those random people who like to give the chance to the 1st year.  


I know I messed up my speech and hopefully I won't have people going around telling others that.  Sigh, I thought impromptu was better.


Well voting starts next week that means I have approximately 2 more days to campaign...






Well even if I don't get the post, I guess I still had fun campaigning..
I'm going to win with integrity and loose with dignity :)
   
That's all for now I guess...oh and gonna wish somebody a happy birthday tomorrow ;)

Monday, June 13, 2011

It's scary

when you know that there are people who stalk your blog O_O"

I mean I guess if I know you stalk my blog it's okay, but now I'm wondering how many other stalkers do I have? Probably none of them as hardcore as to copy and paste my blog into Word la...I hope.

It's getting scarier because more people are getting to know the truth...not funny when the teasing starts...sigh got to step up my game and be more and more illusive.  Managed to con a few people into believing something that wasn't, but it's getting tiring to keep it up. Maybe I should just tell the whole world...shout it at the top of my lungs.  yea right :P

I like the mystery. I like being unreadable.  It's what gives me adventure in this life :) Haha

For those who already know, please shut up >:) for those who want to know...have fun guessing! Of course if I trust you I'll tell you la :)


Note to self: patience is the key to success, and the key will only turn with wisdom :)

Saturday, June 11, 2011

A void that only you can fill

Sometimes, I don't know why, I feel that I live to work...I'm motivated by purpose and without a purpose I become a unproductive slob.

I need more meaning in this life...so far the only things that keeps me motivated are assignments and you :) haha
I need to focus on CUG's script.  I want to make a difference I want to make a change.

For the past few days there has been a few words that has kept me awake.  These words are: Catalyst, unashamed, and contagious.  Are these inspirations for a script? or a song?

I wrote a song for you :) hope you understood that...  

A Say for Today

If right-handers use their left brain, doesn't it mean that left-handers are always in the right mind??