Live life in the present

"Let the future worry about itself, we only have the present to enjoy..."

It is funny when you look ahead to the future, it seems dark and gloomy especially when it's just one week ahead.  It is also funny when you look ahead 10 years into the future, it seems better than the present.  Now I'm stressing about the next semester...but dreaming of the day I graduate.  

Life is funny so I shall laugh at it.  

Life is though so I shall toughen up.  

Life is always changing so I shall be flexible.

I don't want to look forward anymore...looking forward is for people with nothing to enjoy in the present, and we won't have anything in the present to enjoy, if we always look to the future.  Life the present...

From now on...even though it'll be hard...I won't look forward to the weekends. I won't look forward for classes to end. I won't look forward to the end of assignments.  I will just look to the present and smile. 

Why think about what God will give you in the future, when He gave you the present to live. Live life in the present! :)

Pokai

It's funny that how I managed to save money in my Foundation year, and seem to have nothing to keep in degree...


The funny thing is that there should be no reason that I should be loosing money.  I mean for one: my allowance increased, and for two: I have less hours of uni.  Hmm...I think it's the pricey food in Wisma...it's eating me alive D:


I need to start saving if I plan to do the travelling I plan to d this year, and buy the gifts I plan to give...


I think I also have a problem with belanjaring people >< 
SO please, try not to let me pay for your food anymore...I won't like you then, but I'll appreciate it in the long run...hopefully




Now to plan my days budget and hopefully earn enough to last through the weekend...


Necessities before fun.. 

A sign of the end days?

With the current series of events that are happening all around the globe, it's very hard not to think about the biblical prophesies that foretold of similar events and more to come.  


Yesterday was the biggest shocker, a roughly 8.8 magnitude earthquake struck north of Japan.  In the Bible it is mentioned that in the end days there will be earthquakes. The 2004 Earthquake was the most devastating earthquake in the recorded history of the Earth.  The Pakistani earthquake shook in the heart of densely populated areas.  The China earthquake not so long ago also shocked the world.  We cannot discard the fact that the frequency of major earthquakes are higher than in the past.   


In the past few weeks, the middle east have been going through government uprisings - in other words, a nation destroying itself.  The Bible didn't specifically mention about this, but it did mentioned Armageddon.  To clear some points, Armageddon was a real city in the middle of the middle east, and it was destroyed long ago, but this Armageddon  has another meaning.  The Armageddon I'm relating to is the last battle - most likely World War Three - where the final battle wold be situated in the middle of the middle east - Armageddon.  Now, with Egypt, Lydia, and other countries in the middle east going through political reform, I cannot help but see more bloodshed in the middle east as people all over try to reform their country as well.   


Other signs of the End Days have already come, like famine in Africa and a warning of famine around the world as food supply is running low. Wars in the middle east serve as a better warning for Armageddon.  


I believe I am living in the last days...and I pray that you have found the way to Salvation in Jesus Christ :)

I is nervous...

I has a tournament tomorrow....
It's my first ever tournament so I is very very very very times infinity nervous...I think

The funny thing is that I'm only nervous when I'm there and there itself, I don't really stress myself before a time of anxiety...I don't know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing



But I'm still nervous...or anxious...or feeling something that is making me uneasy...that's all...

hehe...I sound so messed up and unfocussed...better stop before I type something I'll regret =X

The Pessimistic Melancholic

I'm a pessimist...I'm not proud of it, but the truth is the truth.  I guess I say this because I always seem to find the bad news in any good thing.  Like if you give me a suggestion of a movie...I'll tell you almost immediately why we shouldn't watch that movie, or why we shouldn't even watch a movie.  This brain of mine doesn't like to shut up...the hardest thing to do is to get myself from thinking about the negatives.  


I guess I can also blame this on my melancholic personality...I tend to look into an issue too much.  I don't like surface information, I like to know the most I can.  Like in friendship, I don't want to have a hi/bye friend, I want a friend that I can depend on...


Being a pessimist and a melancholic in one has made me a sad sad little boy...I want to have deep conversations with friends but I'm too shy to start any...until recently :) Thank you for listening me out...you guys know who you are.


I guess being a pessimistic melancholic has its advantages...like I can analyse negative things and see the positive in it...if there's anything positive.  I guess its my personality that has me always wondering about the end of the world.
Armageddon, Apocalypse, Judgement Day, Ragnarok, whatever you want to call it...I've been interested in it because its like the worst of the worst that could ever happen to the earth.  




Eh, that's all for now :)