The End Semester Pile Up

It's here the time when all lecturers want their assignments handed in...
And I mean every lecturer has their own subjects they want handed in so for me that means five assignments!
On top of that, there's other responsibilities that have to be fulfilled...like Matr!cs and SASA.

It's nearly the end of the semester which means assignments and quizzes.  Well it's not what I didn't know already.  But last semester was so relaxed compared to this.  T.T

Well progress does come with a cost.
Okay back to my Term Paper!!!

Ipoh...

One thing can be said about Ipoh....
Everything is BIG here...

But thats a good thing =)
The food portion is so BIG!

But this trip has not been very great =/
1) Cos I had to skip IMpact...sorry guys.
2) Cos I had to skip PJEFC...but I still went to church =P
3) Cos I had to skip BK...sorry Auntie Lily...
4) Everything has changed...

On this trip I wanted to--not only eat--but also find my heritage.  It's so sad to find that even the road named for my great great grandfather is gone =( Does anyone know where Jalan Lam Looking is?? And to top it off, all the buildings that my great great grandfather built is also gone...and the ones that are still standing have taken away his logo...

All my Heritage is gone!!!! I should have taken more time to search for these sites when they were still around...and now they are gone and replaced with the future...the only thing that I have that proves that my family were once one of the big families from Ipoh is this picture...

Can you see it?? It says Lam Looking Building...that's my great great grandfather's name.

If this is what you call progress...I don't want it.  If we are suppose to learn from our ancestors, how on earth can we do that when our history is gone??

So it's obvious that my trip wasn't as exciting as I thought it would have been...but at least I have some sort of proof.

A message to my Responsibilities...

The whole world is weighing on my shoulders...and I can't hold it up anymore.
If I let go, will I lose everything?
Can I just let go of a few?
Can I just fade??
Responsibilities...

At least midterms is over...and I got a three day Holiday??
-____-" now the next holiday is eight weeks from now.
Hope I can tahan.

Still super tired from Fete de la Musique and midterms.
Hopefully I'll recover in Ipoh...





Dear...

Family,
I know I'm drifting apart.  It's because I'm so busy now. Please don't think I'm ignoring any of you.  You were there for me when I had nothing...I won't give up on US.

Friends,
I know I'm weird....I know that I'm different, but thanks for giving me a chance.  I really appreciate.  Thanks for everything...

HELP,
You have taken up so much of my time...but I know it's a necessity.  Thank you for....accepting a person like me.
 
IM:pact,
I want so badly to stay in touch...to stay updated, but it's getting tougher.  I really need your prayers, and thank you for supporting me as your leader. =)

Ping Pong,
Whenever I want to ignore you always seem to shout right into my ear -_________-
Well, thank you for being the time killer.

Bible Knowledge,
Sorry for not giving you attention, but you see, you are not my priority right now.

Drumset,
Sorry for not taking care of you.  I know I haven't touched you in four months, but don't worry, I'm gonna play you so much whenever I can now.

Matr!cs,
I'm pretty new to this magazine thing, but I promise to be the best sub-editor I can be =)

Lecturers,
I can't promise HDs but I promise I'll try my best =D

My timetable is nonsense now... I want to find a good and silent place to get away.
Now the holidays are gonna end, and I still have things to do...meetings to plan, assignments to finish, and work to send in...
But this can wait until I'm done here...

There's something about blogging that can help relieve stress.  Wanna know why it's better than FB?? You can blog and fell like you are achieving something, but when you are on FB, it feels like you are wasting time.

GO BLOGS =D

Midterms??

So much has happened since the beginning of this semester...

New friends...New responsibilities...New commitments....on top of all these, my old commitments...old responsibilities...and old friends...
If all these things were edible I would be obese...

Now it has already been eight weeks of the second semester!!! It really passed by in a flash...
Probably had too much fun...

Well to the title of this post...midterms...

Not like last sem when I...cough...really didn't bother to study, this sem is so taxing!!
I can't go to the exam without reading through my materials...I hope I can still do well this sem...pray for me =)

I realized that I'm gonna have to wake up at 6:30am everyday from now til Tuesday...hope I can tahan.

Ohhhh...but I'm happy that my midterms end early...it means a holiday for the rest of the week!!!!
But that is when most of you go back to school................................................there goes all the fun tat ran through my mind.

Well at least I can rest...

Shall not blog until midterms are over...unless I feel like screaming =(

I finally have proof...

That I passed my drum exam...with a DISTINCTION!

Haha...finally collected it after 5months xP

When youths get their hands on Twister...

...they get lots of fun!!!

Videos on FB...

IM:pact was fun today...for two reasons

1) camp just ended 2) we had twister

Off to camp =DD

Well at least most of them were this morning...

I saw them on the way to college...

I saw two bus loads of my friends go away to have fun while I had to study =(

I want to go camp...
I really really wanna go camp...
But at least I still got tons of friends here...only 70 of them are having the time of their lives...

Who am I kidding??

=::::::(



I wanna go camp...I MUST go for a camp or at least something like a camp this YEAR!!!


(sober)


Well to those in camp...have a good an awesome time in Camerons...I will be praying for all of you =')

Of Rain Drops and Forgiveness

I went to SIB last Sunday to hear a speaker my parents said was good.  So to those who were wondering why they didn't see me in the church service, I was there....

So the speaker is a clinical psychologist working mainly with trauma victims.  He told about his work from all the different countries he had ministered in.

One story that he told us out a smile on my face.  Not because it was funny, but because it's meaning was soo wow =)

He was told this story by someone trying to understand forgiveness after he had told him about Jesus' forgiveness of sin:

'Is forgiveness like this?' the man began, 'Let's say we are a drop of water living on a cloud.  Then one day we became heavy with sin and we 'fell'! We fell all the way down and into a puddle of mud.  We became so dirty and wished that the dog will come and lick us so we could be clean.  But no matter how much the dog licked us, we could not get completely clean.  So God made the 'SUN' and He gave us, the raindrop, a way to get closer to the 'Sun'(Son).  Is forgiveness like this?'

I was like wow...God's love for us can be seen in the water cycle process!!!

Don't we have a loving God who sent His Son as a way to be closer to Him once again!?